Hey Jock, I appreciate your concern. I have had a hard week, thats why I havent been on... I am working full time and going to school full time aswell which eats up 16 Hrs of my weekends (without study time), and dealing with all the other great stuff life throws my way, which also is a full time job to say the least. On top of that, I am getting a promotion at work so there is going to be alot more on my plate starting next monday. I dont really have any days off lately... I havent had too much quiet time so I have taken advantage of every bit I get, which isnt much at all. On top of all that I am going through one of those isolation period where I feel that I have to figure something out or I will begin to self distruct soon. Its hard to try to live life having to put on that you are as solid as a rock in every one elses eyes when you know that isnt the case. Thanks you again for the concern, its good to know that people have your back.