Many years .... many meds ... found out there was no such thing as the magic pill ... But if others are getting a benefit then how can I judge their value on my experience alone. ... There is currently a lot of study being done right now on a drug called propranalol ... it's been in use for years for heart medication but they are seriously looking at the properties it has to suppress memory ... please google it ... and read what seems to be a miracle drug for PTSD .... maybe it really is a magic pill .... but I am understandably cynical after all the meds I've tried ... Meds only ended up being a great danger to my existance , which is proof enough how benificial they were in my case ... Thanks for welcome , Thanks for the Forum .... It's a good thing ... Mate