Scott, the reason I have just asked you this is to show you something, more so to help you actually, because your chasing your tail at present I believe, thinking that everything has to do with combat stress, when in fact it doesn't. The questions I asked you relate to knowing your age of trauma using mental imagery, so yes, I just removed your conscious from the equation, as that is what mental imagery does.

Your age of trauma is 6 - 8 years old. What that means, is that your combat issues ARE NOT the current cause of your instability or the like, but in fact your most significant trauma is between this age, which you have outlined from being sexually abused. You see, your concerned about going to seek help for military issues, when in fact you need to be seeking help for being sexually abused as a child, as that is the most significant trauma at your subconscious level.

Now do you see where I am going with this? Your going in the wrong direction with all this combat treatment nonsense, none of it is going to help you, as your not treating the actual real problem, which is the sexual abuse as a child.