Hi Anthony, thanks for your explanation. I am allowed to get help for my Combat Stress, plus the ptsd from me being abused as a child when I go to Hollybush, the psycologists there help with that as well. Combat Stress is my major problem, and as I said in my thread I've tried to put that past to the back of my mind, for the moment anyway. The dreams about it are not as bad now, but not on the same scale as my flash-backs from Bosnia.
But this was a major part of my earlier life, and I felt that I had to tell it.
Thanks
Scott