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Now you have had a break, go back to every question and look at your response. Try and find what you feel that your mind presented the image it did. Explain colours you chose, textures, water, cup, solids, liquids, space, objects, people, anything and everything that you wrote from your projected image, try and find what you feel to why you have that image. Don't look hard at things, instead try and look for the easy answers, as they are often the correct one's. Don't attempt to find something that isn't present, just look at each aspect for its absolute simplicity.

This is not an absolute, but something you must do in order to try and self analyse yourself. This is important. Please answer what you can, and simply define if you cannot find an emotion to a response you gave.

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Well the road was a long and lonely one which I used to drive between Wagga Wagga and home after I first joined the Army. It would take me 10 hours or more to drive and I was only 19 then. I guess I did a lot of thinking on that road. And back then things were smooth and firm and new. Next I think we came to the river. Maybe this signifies the next stage in my life, my early marriage etc. This was pretty calm and peaceful and fun and any obstacles that W and I had seemed easy to cross. I don't know about the paddock. The cup was an old one like the holy grail. Does this signify starting to feel old and worn out? The house was old and abandoned and that is how I feel now I think after dealing with relationship problems, my own issues the childhood and Wayne's PTSD. Then we walked on and came to an obstacle, which to me was a huge, tall concrete wall that was insurmountable and that I couldn't see over. Maybe this is where I am at now. I don't kow if this obstacle of the problems in our marriage can be fixed and although I know I will be alright I just can't see past breaking up as it all seemes so horrible. Wow....pretty heavy all that !!