Hello Evie, sounds pretty brave to me. Drawing is an excellent idea. Loads of good stuff there I imagine. Do you paint as well? Maybe you could have a project. Maybe at some point you could do something that you need to go back to that base or another more regularly to complete?

The other suggestion is, do you have somewhere safe for you there? Somewhere you can go while you're there that you and your uncle plan in advance. A safe place for you. Sometimes if you have a back up plan then it takes the pressure off the situation and you may not even need it. Having it planned is enough.

The unpredicatability is something that I get with my triggers too. I find allowing myself the possibility of failing is enough to boost my confidence and I end up doing the challenge after all! So, go for it! I want to see the pictures!