Nam, Wishing you and the baby the best.
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Today's horrendous! It makes me feel angry beyond belief that an abuser and guy that's been dead for now 15 yrs. still at times has the power to sicken, cripple me emot. and make me feel so miserable I don't know what to do with myself, and or with those I love.
Hurt, frustrated, bewildered and angry today and can't figure out and truly remember for the life of me that on any given day I might just be stricken ill, and unable to function. I hate this PTSD thing so f'n badly. ......I hate it! ......I hate it! ......I hate it! It just hurts too much and lasts too, too long.
grrrrrr................ouch! |