tired

just so tired all the time. muscles keep twitching, think it's the heat.

keep getting the shakes and feel like i'm going to throw up. know it isn't the heat.

head is killing me and my body is aching, feels like every breath is tearing me apart. Just want to scream. am so sick of feeling like nothing i do is right. feck i cleaned the house top to bottom friday by monda with only bro dearest home it was a pigsty
i felt like shit and then get revved by rents cos i never do anything

just don't even have the energy to be angry. feel kind of cut off emotionally atm. don't want to feel