:drugs: My intention today when I turned on my laptop today was to resign from the forum. I am in the middle of a bad run of symptoms. My desire is to crawl into a deep, deep hole and pull it in after me. I feel this place is causing me to stress out entirely to much and I'm not to sure I want to experience this. If it is designed to help out, I don't think that I really want to "Go There" I am in a bad way and even all the resourses given to me thru therapy do not seem to be working. I WILL BE OK that much is clear to me but I'm just not handling this very well. These feels are all to familiar to me and I do not like them. I really have to many thingsa to do to feel like this This panic must stop. So who out there can talk me dwon or explain that this is a normal response for people who have joined the forum and all I need to do is ride it out the way I've learned to do and come back when the strom is over Herc needs help