Y&A all the meds I have been on (look in the polls) have backfired hard. The only thing that settles at least one symptom is the mild tranq. Downside is I build a tolerance very fast to it and it takes a lot more in a matter of days to get the desired effects when I don't get a grip. I mean in days I can 4x my dose to feel better. OK 4 x my dose is what I should be on according to the docs, but if I work hard I can manage normally on a fraction (If I lose the fraction I am a **** up and a half). And since it is highly addictive and causes extreme withdrawals I try to keep it at bare minimum. So bad habit of beating myself up when I have to dose up because I remember the really bad withdrawals docs had me go through and how ill I was getting down to where they want me and the time sick as ever hospitalized in the process. Down side is if I stayed on the dose they want in a week or two it loses the effect s dose would have to keep going up like it did the last couple years until they had no choice but to wean me down. Just prefer a much shorter fall and scared as hell of any fall now. You feel insane then.