Sitting there, all I can think about is what I just saw in the mirror.
And everytime I close my eyes, I hit the truck roof again and again in my mind.

My heart starts pounding, my chest tightens...
...it feels like my body is speeding up...
"OMG!" The thought of being in the process of OD'ing off of all the pain meds I had taken, starts to dominate my thoughts.
Unfamilar with what a panic attack is... I spend the rest of the night convinced my heart is going to burst at any moment.
This is by far the craziest saturday I've ever had!!

...and I'm not scheduled for sugery until Tuesday!!!