Hey Jen,

I'm okay as can be......given the circumstances. It is hard on everyone...even the little one as he picks up on my distress easily as he is breastfed. Alexander is also quite unsettled poor little mite. I note in this thread that I have been judged harshly and found wanting. Lets just say that I have my reasons. The whole business saddens me beyond anything that words can describe. Unfortunately Anthony has decided that he will remain in Melbourne which kind of adds to the grief for all of us. Its sad that you can ride through some of the real rough stuff, come through the PTSD course and still at the end of the day it all falls apart. This is the last thing that I would have wished for all of us.

Hope things are better for you.