Its 2:30 A.M. and I'm a PTSDin'!!! I was sleeping and my sweetie got up to go wee wee. When he russled the coveres to get back in bed I was little again, I saw the ROOM, the darkness, and I was so scared. He woke me up, bless his poor sweet heart. The man can't even go to the bathroom in the middle of the night without his wife freakin out! He's a trooper though! I'll give his that. He turned the light on, got me awake good. I'm OK now. I want to cry but just don't have the ability. My head's spacey and I'm numbing out. "This is Major Tom to ground control! I'm floating in a most peculiar way... Here I am sitting in my tin can far above the world. Planet earth is blue and there's nothing I can do!" (David Boey)
I'm going to go back to sleep now if I can. I think I'll go sleep in the recliner in the kiving room so I can be in a sitting up position. I'm less venerable that way.
Later...