WOW! I just realized how really goofy my thread title sounds! I should have called it, "The Marilyn Diary"

Well, Its the middle of the night and since I slept most of the day like a bum, I'm wide awake now. DANG IT!!!!! Its 12:30 AM here in hill billy ville. I think my anger is wanting to come out in sarcasm. It does that alot. Its usually directed at myself because I don't care if I hurt myself. It feels a whole lot more safe to do that. I don't want to hurt other people. I'm a person with PTSD. That would make me a JERK with PTSD! May be I should give each of my weird states of being a name. I could be a regular Sybel. Except that would get very confusing after a while. I'm confused enough all ready. Well, I'm going to quit being Marilyn the motor mouth and try to go to sleep.

Captain's Log, Star Date 2006, Space Cadette Marilyn signing off!
Love to all!
Marilyn