Portabella,
You have a very kind heart for someone who has been through so much. I too am an animal lover. I have 12 pet chickens all named chikos. I have two pet rats named Nibbles and Meme. Meme is a bit neurotic and doesn't like to be picked up. But nibbles rides on my shoulder through the house. I have three dogs, one papered German Shep. and two "American" lol. Well shucks! Keep up the good work. Take gentle care of yourself my friend.
Love & Care
Marilyn