Nam, I can see your having a lot of difficulty at present due to feeling unappreciated in life. Trusting, though you depreciated from sexual intimacy, and aware of these problems for the most part. I would say your feeling a little naive about feeling unappreciated through your poor support systems, past or present, hence the low self esteem present. Nam, would it be fair to say that you feel a little knocked over surrounding commitment within your life? Would it also be fair to say Nam, that your feeling quite trapped at present within your life?