Goingonhope... I'm sorry about the bad news :( It's crap.

The pot thing is experiences I had a lot when I was on it daily. Once someone spoke to me and because my eyes were shut I thought they couldn't see me, and I wasn't really there so I just ignored them. Felt very similar to when I space out.

What's swamping my day? Bad news too. A letter from the complaints department for the British Psychological Society telling me for the third time the the response by the psych concerned has been delayed. Reckons he's still getting legal advice, after 4 weeks (my ar*e!). He's being investigated for negligence by failing to report abuse 5 and a half years ago when he told me he had (I know he didn't, there is proof). So, another week of hell, and expecting the worst badmouthing from him when I eventually do get it. My uni. are pushing me to suspend my studies and re-do the year next year too. Bad day all round. Not coping well, feel like I'm about to freak out big time.

I hate today.