Now you have had a break, go back to every question and look at your response. Try and find what you feel that your mind presented the image it did. Explain colours you chose, textures, water, cup, solids, liquids, space, objects, people, anything and everything that you wrote from your projected image, try and find what you feel to why you have that image. Don't look hard at things, instead try and look for the easy answers, as they are often the correct one's. Don't attempt to find something that isn't present, just look at each aspect for its absolute simplicity.

This is not an absolute, but something you must do in order to try and self analyse yourself. This is important. Please answer what you can, and simply define if you cannot find an emotion to a response you gave.

This is an imaginery journey down a road. Take in the sights, sounds and colours, just like a video camera recording all that lies surrounding you. Survey the scene, noticing whatis far off in the distance, the background surrounds, the weather, the season and a total image of what you view. Feel the ground beneath your feet. Try to visualize it as a picture on a canvas, but with movement, sound, colour and emotion. You are the surveyor on this journey. Draw your journey on paper if you desire, as it often shows clearer results, then attach your drawing via snapshot or scan to your post.

Q1. What colour is the road? blue The road was blue because it was clean i have no feelings I do feel some pain in my stomach like emotional
Q2. What texture is the road? rough it is rough because it has rocks on it rocks that are hard i have no emotion about this
Q3. How solid is the road?very solid but hard to walk on because it is very bumpy this is kind of funny I feel like laughing

You continue walking and come to a river that must be crossed. There before you is the river; the size and depth are up to you. You cannot go around it but must imagine a way to cross it. Whatever you need to cross the river is already within your mind, just imagine seeing yourself do it.

Q4. How do you cross the river? I walk across it and I walk across it because it looks pretty safe but when I get toward the middle of it it gets deeper and deeper and I am afraid I will drown because I do not know how to swim.
Q5. What does the water look like? crystal clear the water is crisp cold, it feels very cold almost like ice water. it is so cold I am starting to feel numbness.
Q6. How fast is the water current? very slow It is still deep water. It is very tranquil and I want to go deeper into it.
Q7. Is there anything in the water? If so, what? nothing The truth is in the water that is why there is nothing in the water.

You have crossed the river and continue walking. You come to a house. Take a good look at the house. Notice the impression it makes on you.

Q8. What colour is the house? red It is red because it is a lonely place where whores onced lived. If you go inside it has all red velvet chairs and a big huge dark scarry window with nothing behind it.
Q9. What condition is the house in? old but very sturdy it is like a castle that is why it is so sturdy.
Q10. Does anyone live in the house? If so, who? no the house is empty because it was cleared out in a dream. I was alone so I went someplace else because I was so lonely and scared. But I do not have any feelings right now.

We continue forward in our minds journey and come to an open field. A cup is on the ground, and we stop to examine it. The cup can be of any size, shape, colour and description. Focus on it's look, condition and contents.

Q11. What colour is the cup? yellow the cup is yellow because it is old. I want to pick the cup up and drink out of it but I can't because it is old and dirty yellow. I feel sad about this.
Q12. What condition is the cup in? old and cracked It is old and cracked because it has been abandoned and has been exposed to the elements.
Q13. Is there anything in the cup? If so, what? mud The cup is full of mud because it has been out in the elements and been rained on until it collected mud.
You continue walking down the road and come to something blocking your path. It stops you in your tracks and prevents you from going forward. This is an obstacle.

Q14. What is the obstacle, and please describe it in detail? it is a big black shadowey figure. I can see through it. Its like it is a spirit because I can see trees and grass and birds and flowers behind it or through it. I do not know why this person is in my way. He thies to get inside me but I fight. When I fight it is futile. But I can not get passed him.
Q15. What do you see beyond the obstacle?Lines of just plain blue and black running forward into the future somewhere. They are going too fast for me to see anything else. It seems like time going fast into the future where there is nothing but a black sheet of white paper with very sharp edjes that cut into me like a very sharp knife. It hurts and I am very scared.

This is an imaginery journey down a road. Take in the sights, sounds and colours, just like a video camera recording all that lies surrounding you. Survey the scene, noticing whatis far off in the distance, the background surrounds, the weather, the season and a total image of what you view. Feel the ground beneath your feet. Try to visualize it as a picture on a canvas, but with movement, sound, colour and emotion. You are the surveyor on this journey. Draw your journey on paper if you desire, as it often shows clearer results, then attach your drawing via snapshot or scan to your post.

Q1. What colour is the road? red it is red because red has always been my favorite color.
Q2. What texture is the road? smooth and silky it is smooth and silky because it is like the fluffy feathers on a feathery scarf. When I was little I wanted to have my wedding dress be trimmed in red fur.
Q3. How solid is the road? when I walk on it my feet sink into it like mud but I do not fall through. It is fun like a trampoline. I can squish my feet into it or jump up real high and land safely in the squish.

You continue walking and come to a river that must be crossed. There before you is the river; the size and depth are up to you. You cannot go around it but must imagine a way to cross it. Whatever you need to cross the river is already within your mind, just imagine seeing yourself do it.

Q4. How do you cross the river? i swim I am swimming here because the thought of swimming makes me feel so comfortable.
Q5. What does the water look like?its very wavey and deep but not rapid Its not rapid because it is very deep like the ocean. I like the deepness of it because it makes me feel lost in comfort and coolness of smooth clean water.
Q6. How fast is the water current?fast but not violent the current is fast because of the waves but it is not scarry because I could swim forever in it.
Q7. Is there anything in the water? If so, what?snakes, lots of them and they are all around me. their heads are toward me but they remain in the water swirling around. This is the first think that came to my head although it is a bit embarrassing. I think the snakes are all around me but they are not going to bite me and they will not hurt me because they are all the men I have in my life right now who care about me so much. My 24 year old son, my husband, my best friend's husband, my sweet little 7 year old son.

You have crossed the river and continue walking. You come to a house. Take a good look at the house. Notice the impression it makes on you.

Q8. What colour is the house? blue The house is blue because it is where my momma lives.
Q9. What condition is the house in?it has black tar running from beneath the eves and paint chipping. Then the blue house turns red. This is because my momma hurts me when she says nothing ever happened between me and my dad. It makes me feel crazy. Like my brain just made it all up.
Q10. Does anyone live in the house? If so, who? yes, my momma and step dad and their two little dogs

We continue forward in our minds journey and come to an open field. A cup is on the ground, and we stop to examine it. The cup can be of any size, shape, colour and description. Focus on it's look, condition and contents.

Q11. What colour is the cup?it is a yellow cup with a thin green stripe around the top. I think that the thin green line is there because that is the boarder between me and reality. Although the cup is yellow and dirty and faided, the thin green line is very bright and clear and can be seen very easily.
Q12. What condition is the cup in? It has a crack in it. The cup has a crack in it because it has been thrown around and abused and neglected. This cup makes me feel very sad but very hopeful at the same time.
Q13. Is there anything in the cup? If so, what? mud and rocks with poop and pee There are all these yukky things in the cup because there are alot of yukky things in me. Things I wanted to pretend were someone else. But they are not. They are me. They are the accumulated events of my life that make up who I am and the way my mind runs.

You continue walking down the road and come to something blocking your path. It stops you in your tracks and prevents you from going forward. This is an obstacle.

Q14. What is the obstacle, and please describe it in detail?It is my step dad in a blue shirt with green striped pants I guess these are his pajamas. I have no real feelings about this. My step dad married my mom after I was already grown up.
Q15. What do you see beyond the obstacle? nothing but blank space like a peice of white paper with nothing written on it. This peice of paper is dull and wet. It is harmless but not apealing. It is just there.