Marilyn, I am going to approach this a little differently, and ask you questions relating to what your mind has given for interpretation. Lets see how we go:
- Would you say your life is quite difficult right now, though at times you feel your possibly healing, a little more comfortable even, good and bad days?
- Would you say that you see life in general at present quite highly emotional? If so, why?
- Do you feel safe from those males around you, or are you more in fact cautious of them, ie. keep your friends close, your enemies closer? I ask this because your subconscious is telling me off deep sexual hurt from male/s within your life.
- Do you feel it would be a fair assessment to say your self esteem and self confidence is quite poor at present?
- In what way have you been victimized in life? By who have you been victimized?
- How important do you feel commitment is too you within relationships, even though you have been seriously let down in this area within your life?
- Why do you keep deep, dark secrets about sexual issues that have occurred within your life?
- Why do you feel that your future is only going to bring you more pain?