Dear Anthony,
Some of the answers I gave were what was on my heart at the time. I think and feel different at different times. Sometimes I begin to feel like there are two or three people living inside my silly self but I know its just different moods, emotional ups and downs, and things like that. There is one thing about me though that is consistent and although it may be a bit neurotic for me to even care I hope you believe this, I do care about people. I am consistently a loving person who tries very hard not to cross the line and hurt others. I've never observed healthy anger. Not even from my dear sweet wayne. When he gets angry or grouchy, he gets verbally loud and hurtful at times. He is never this way with me, although I think at times he would like to be, but I sweet him out of his anger. I think he has a lot of hidden hurts he is afraid to deal with due to being married to his 1st wife for 20 years. She was a very verbally abusive alcoholic and Wayne was very much an enabler. Well my goodness, I've gotten' off track from what I was wanting to say. What I was wanting to say is that when you think it would be OK, I would like to be a forum helper. I have discussed it with wayne and we would also like to provide some financial support to the forum if that is OK and appropriate. Its your call and what ever the case may be I will understand and not be offended in any way.
Love & Care
Marilyn S.