How I feel:
1.) I feel very ashamed because when I try to tell what happened to me it seems like I am alone. I was alone as a child and I am alone now. I feel like it was partially my fault it kept going on. It was especially my fault what I let my X do.
2.) I feel lonely
3.) I feel guilty
4.) I feel ashamed
5.) I feel scared.
6.) I feel confused
7.) I feel angry

What I think
1.) I think what I did was wrong.
2.) I think I am an idiot savant
3.) I think I am a stupid fool
4.) I think that if someone MALE!!!!!!! & OBJECTIVE!!!!!! does not communicate to me that I am not a disgusting person I will never stop feeling that way!

Physical
1.) sick to my stomach
2.) head ache
3.) fatigue