YA, hold on. You can do it. You too are strong enough!

Meds, meds, meds. I don't react well to them. I over react, actually. At one point, I was dividing my seroquel down to eighths. (Yes, it's possible with a pill cutter) It's so hard to find that happy medium, where you aren't so snowed you can't get out of bed, or so freakin panicky that you're shaking like a leaf. Just imagine all the med combinations that you could take with all the different dosages. Mind boggling. But I think, all of us are headed toward one med cobination, none at all. Just good old natural endorphins and natural dopamine and seratonin that are produced in our bodies.

My week is going better than my hellish weekend. Had another flashback yesterday but I feel alright. I'm doing better than my my two year old who had gotten bitten by her naughty four year old sister. Boy, did I blow on that one. Lucky for me, I didn't have to do the punishing. I did the consoling and putting the cermonial band-aid and kisses on the owie.

Veiled, yeeeehaw! Snake's Alive!! (get it!!!? Hahahahaha) Okay, that was bad, but jeez, thank god for that! And yeah, hello, before passing info, get the info right!!

Night folks.....:sleep: