I have been evading this "trauma diary" like the plague. I will stay out of my past for a bit. I need to absorb what is going on with me emotionally right now.

I am eating cereal every day, you could call it a craving, I NEVER eat cereal and yet daily I have at least one cereal. My son asks me constantly if I am okay.

I keep seeing a vision/flashback of trees growing out of the water. I keep thinking about a man that has an older days rod stewart mulet punk hairdo and he is putting on lipstick and talking to me, but I know not what he is saying.....