Thanks for your replies, guys. I think what my therapist is saying is that all my other memories came from some sort of trigger. The sound of my daughter's hands clapping = being slapped in the face. So, she was trying to figure out what the trigger was for my most recent memory outbreaks. This is isn't me feeling freaked out, or having a panic attack. I most likely know those triggers. But when it comes to my repressed memories coming to the surface (which I have no control over) there has to be two prerequisites in place. One, I have to be feeling stable and happy for a fairly long period (three months or more). Two, there has to be a trigger. She thinks this is the trigger. I think I agree...it's so hard to pin point it down when it isn't auditory or visual. This forum is more like an emotional trigger. Oh, I just thought of another one. In one of my recent memories, I saw my sister. And my sister has been visiting me and my parents for the past week. Well, that one was pretty obvious wasn't it?
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