And that is a good thing Marlene, because now you have done it for yourself, and now you can pass your knowledge to another if you desire, which means what you do now helps others with the same thing you once suffered and thought there was no remedy, no method, no direction to turn. Now your another that knows what I know Marlene.... you know what I figured out for myself. Passing this information is the best thing IMHO... because we all continue to help lots of others. All the information is here, its just for people to want to read it, apply it within their lives, then poke around their unique circumstances a little to fine tune the indifferences between all our trauma's. Well done to all those who have benefitted from simply taking what I found, applying it to themselves and working their backside off in order to find what I found. Over the years it just continues to grow, continues to get better and better. Always lots to look forward to past the basics of healing.