Good stuff YA... this can only help you, and once you get it out, continue to add too it as more comes to you, and read it, read it, read it, until no longer you are scared of this trauma, but accept it as what it is, an accident that is now within your past, you have healing to do, which we are all here to help you with, and then I am pretty positive, you will get back on track to getting that job you had landed and fulfilling your career prospects once again. Keep going YA... your doing great... excpetional courage.