Aah, have been on a trip to a distant place, where people don't speak my language ... well smiling always works, everywhere on the world. I enjoyed the silence, the landscape was so ... otherly. When i wrote the last entry my SUDS was maybe at 6 or 7? ... while reaching the 9 within the next 12 hrs ... just when i was shooting with maybe 120mph along the highway. But well i guess the shakes begin at 10 ... no nausea this time, no vertigo.

Sometimes i see myself running down a sand desert, after an eternity i reach the sea, go straight down the beach, walking into the water, loosing foothold, then i get swept away. Somehow i reach the ice and again keep on walking, right into the ice desert.