I don't know about anyone else, but when I get to "losing it" mode, it's all about survival. It's as basic as that - just trying to survive. Material things don't tend to register as important when your in that frame of mind. Of course, afterwards, when you've got yourself calmed down, then you trigger into depression cos you feel so bad about what you broke and how you lost control AGAIN.

It's one of those vicious circle things. Kim is very lucky she has you to anchor her down. I hope you know how valuable that is - more than any gadget or family heirloom.