I wake in a dream
screams in my ears
are they inside my head still
Am i the only one to hear it?
Make it stop, let me be
I need the silence, i want to sleep
Flickering storms energy
flowing forming breaking
Living dreaming falling
Unable to land
She takes over sometimes
her vibrant energy
violent pain.
She is the destroyer,
Paingiver and vengence.
I loath her, I love her
I hate that she is me
A part of me all of me
Contained still, beneath my skin
See her moving, fighting, driiving you away
Don't let her scare you
She isn't that bad.
She only wants to protect, to save
To keep me safe.
She embraces me, arms hot
burning protective
Icy cold mind, doesn't care
Will pay her debt in blood
Blood and memory binds us together
Can't let go of her
She is me and I am her
a phantom of my mind
All of me and yet only a fragment.



*coff* how I feel tonight. I just let te words come out.