Hi Moey:
Thanks for your courage in writing about your problems at work. This is my first post and I have been a silent sufferer of PTSD in the workplace for many years.

I'm finally making the connection in my head between the wierd sensations that overcome me in meetings, especially, and in the training room in the middle of classes (I am a trainer).

Lately Ive had the courage to confront and report coworkers who have taken advantage of my vulnerable states when I'm symptomatic (especially under heavy stress).

I still feel guilty, ashamed and responsible for my illness when symptomatic, but I am full of anger and strength when it's under control. Noone has the right to make you feel afraid, ridiculed or in danger!

People need to learn that their 'harmless' teasing isn't fun for you. Is there an employee assistance program where you work? This may be a good place to seek help right away.