Hi Marilyn

Nice to meet you. It is nice when others understand what others are going through. I have been feeling totally alone in this and now I don't feel so alone. You are a very lucky woman to have such a supportive husband. I too, had a supportive husband that I could NOT let in and NOW I realize why?Too late now. When my symptoms became unmanageable I was in what I thougt was a serious committed relationship but that ended with "Why ME, Why NOW" (he was referring to himself) and what am I supposed to do?.Wait for my d@ck to fall off? So again NOT supportive, along with others saying, I just need to get on with my life...Yep.I like this life. (ha ha) So.indeed I am looking for support, now to just trust people again?Working on that one.
Thank you for taking the time to read my journal. I'll get back to it soon.