Not sure... it was just silent... and calm...
A relief actually.
Because the chaos that led up to it was too much for me.
I couldn't handle the situation.

Like... what are you supposed to do when this happens to you?
I had no idea... and neither did anyone else.
There was nothing I could do at that point... the damage was done.

Thats one of the feelings that I still fear..
when your mind just "gives up"

Heck... I don't even know... maybe my mind still hasn't come back from holidays yet...