Well Camry, I must say thank god that I am sitting down. I liked your idea of journals but thought that Anthony would not even consider it. Perhaps we should try it.....at least then the kids don't have to listen to us squabble, although we try and keep that to a minimum with them around. After all they really don't understand and they are 'adult' issues anyway. I will admit Anthony has certainly been testing me since he returned from Townsville. He says that he is not going to go back for the last round of the PTSD Course and I am glad of it. In fact I have told him that me and the kids are off to my Mum's for a week if he decides to go. That will give him a couple of days to wind down before we get home. Even the boys were unsettled.