Thank you.

Well - I am back now. Things got worse... I needed to hole up and just be that way without posting. Everything was spinning and in different directions all at once, I couldn't verbalise anything well enough to post. I can't say that it helped... it was really lonely. Especially at night as this place helps most at that time with the insomnia. But nonetheless it was what I decided to do at the time, and now I am back with at least some intention to try to function.

I'm clawing back upwards now but finding things really difficult. I have spoken to my university who have agreed to take the pressure off me by allowing me to sit just half my exams now, and the other half in August. I need to do a lot of touching base with myself, or I end up holed up depressed doing nothing.

Now, I feel able to face looking at anything PTSD related, whether that be me or others. So I am back now... lol I guess that was my point!

L x