I don't think you're a cold hearted bastard. Actually I'm kind of relieved you said you are angry with Brian because I am too but I was afraid to say anything. I guess I shouldn't talk as I've done dangerous things myself and I was just lucky I didn't die while doing them, but I can't help feeling angry with Brian for driving drunk and then having the accident. I wish he would have been more careful... then he wouldn't be dead and we wouldn't all be left having to pick up the pieces. I feel upset when I think about Liam growing up without his father, and Uncle and Auntie being devastated losing their son. I am very sad, I miss Brian and I know it was the PTSD, but at the same time when I'm crying about it I think god Brian you're such a ****ing asshole, how could you do this to us???