Hi Cat,

I certainly resonate with a lot of the traits and characteristics you describe. You may feel like you don't fit in elsewhere, but you certainly do here! I especially like the way you describe that you feel that you've grown too much but are fragile at the same time. I find other people just sense there is something different about us but can't put their finger on it. We know truths about how the world can be, that most people don't. I think a lot of the things you describe can be seen as great strengths as you work your way through recovery.

As a fellow Brit on the forum, you have my sympathy at the threadbare NHS resources regarding mental health. I wish you well with it your therapy and support plans.

The fact that you're studying while dealing with all this crap is a sign of hope too. You are working towards a new life. Don't be withdrawn here. You've just made a bunch of friends!