I am very sad to hear of your troubles...I can surely understand you needing a break from the forum in order to maintain your health I'm glad that you're doing what needs to be done for yourself like a good eating plan and exercise....I'm sure that you are missing having your 2 little ones around all the time....Remember to do something nice for yourself each day that makes you happy!!!....As a last thought....don't forget that its ok to cry!!! LIVING THE PEACE