I wasn't going to post on this thread because right now...I have no goals right now. The first time I read this thread I felt really bad because I couldn't come up with one single thing to write.

I've become so focused with living in the present (going forward more than a couple of days is just too much to handle right now) that I don't even think about the next day until the morning when I open my eyes. What's really weird is that before the PTSD symptoms went out of control on me, I was one that made lists, made plans and had tons of goals. Now I just concentrate on the day I'm in.

I've been told that I'm rebuilding my foundation and when it's strong and stable once again I'll move onto the next level and back to more what was normal for me. And then my goals will return.

So I guess I do have a goal after all. Continuing rebuilding my foundation.