Anthony, thank you for your reply.
It has been many years for me in this struggle,and I have researched much... in attempt to improve my lot. It seems to me the sooner one gets help,or is able to accept it/help the better for the sufferer of PTSD.
I wish you well, and suppose that your hope in leadership will continue in helping other walking wounded souls,as yourself.
I have tried with all earnestness to understand persons on the other side,who live with us(others/normal not PTSD persons.) I can empathize but cannot see beyond from where I am to take it in. Sometimes it seems to me,that they may be hurting to an extent,but not to the point I can understand. I guess because of the differences in extremes:
Some souls are hurt to the point of no return,while others are hurt to the point of return is the difference.
Oh well, it is always my wish for all to be well,but reality in this life is for it not to be so.
Acceptance is the only thing I can do. If I do not accept things in life... on lifes terms,then I cannot be at all happy.
Love,tolerance,and acceptance are my only saving graces.