Some of the things on my list at the moment:

* Find out whats physically wrong with me and making me sick all the time and hopefully get it to a bareable point

*Getting anxiety under control

*Allowing myself to be loved and cared for

*Starting a band and play shows, tour etc etc.

*Go back to studying...probably start off with diploma of youth work then go to bachelor of arts in sociology

*Becoming less self destructive

*Start being able to have healthy relationships.

*Write a book of some sorts!

*Get more motivated so i can finish all my sewing projects that i start!

* And ultimately gain control over my PTSD, which i guess some of these fall into anyway!