Nah, they havent recommended any books as yet, apart from those few photocopied sheets they gave me about what flashbacks and nightmares are and the protocol to try and help with them....
Dont worry, your not putting pressue on me...
Ive been in some sort of therapy since i was about 9(before the abuse happened)...but after it happened when iw as 10 i lost all memory of it for about 2-3 years..and it when came back i went through hell and back between suicide attempts, drinking, drugs, cutting, physical abuse from my mum, suspended from school, psych ward admissions, being kicked outta home etc etc.....and my dad only found out what happened to me about a year and half ago, and the only reason i told him was becasue i was suicidal and had to blame someone for what happened(even though it wasnt his fault). Then about 2 months later i got him to tell my mum, she then proceeded to be nice to be for a week, then when it was just me and her in the room she told me "i dont believe that it happened, and even if it did it was your own fault"....
I spose i should also mention that i was raped once, and molested 3 times by my mums boyfriend when i was 10.... |