I'm hiding out in here because I didn't know this thread was here so maybe not that many people do. Just don't know how to handle all this for the moment - I'm sure this will pass but - just one of those moments when it feels like I can't do this anymore My husband isn't well, I'm caring for my inlaws who are not well at all, and my 3rd surgery this year has resulted in an infection and I just want to ignore it because it just pisses me off that any more can go wrong with my life right now. The fact that my counselor is on vacation probably isn't helping but I am going to talk to someone later. It seems that insomnia and dissasociation, flashbacks, etc have increased dramatically this week and I am rambling and probably not making any sense but writing helped me cry which feels better.