Hi Veiled,
I probably didn't fully explain the entire story because it's a lot worse than what I've typed so far. When I say he's forced me to do things that hurt I'm talking about "dropping the soap" prison style. I think I'm going to be sick now. Anyway, these things happened a while ago before the counseling & they haven't happened since. I have seen positive signs from him but, I'm afraid they won't last. And you're right, he's more dominant than me, bigger, stronger, & heavier. I used to be strong & have a fighting chance but, I'm sick now, I don't even have full use of my right arm since my last surgery. I do have a plan to leave & as soon as my VA disability money is approved (shouldn't be too long now) & I will act upon it if I need to. It's really hard when you don't have family or friends nearby but, even if my family was here, they wouldn't help anyway (but that's another story for another day)... Anyway, thanks for listening...