Thanks for the responses. I originally posted this elsewhere with a different title and was furious when I saw it here. It scared me that I got so angry about something like that. It's been a really rough week. Part of me has really wanted to give up but part of me doesn't. I'm not good at doing this posting stuff but it was nice to get a couple responses even though I felt like I sounded stupid, but I guess I always think that.

In the very short time I've been here I've found a lot of info but being here is very scary for me too. It is only the 2nd time in my life that I have heard/read so much that I related to - the first time being a treatment center for trauma which didn't work out to well.

Take care,
jmp