This afternoon I put my last $21 in my gas tank....I got 6.178 gallons of gas......tsk..tsk!! :finger: to the pres and the oil companies!!!! It would really help me if I could drive to the stables a half hour from here!!! But can't risk not being able to see my therapist this coming Thursday....At least after this month I won't be paying med copays or car insurance....I have been fortunate to find help these other months to pay the copays....I have been wanting to save up for a couch....but any extra goes into my gas tank In order to keep myself out of the hospital...I need to be seeing my psychodoc every 2 weeks and my therapist every week...I had to delay my psychodoc appointment this week as I don't have the $$s for gas as I drive an hour and a half to see him.... It would be cheaper for the government to pay for my gas so I can make my appointments and stay out of the hospital...Those costs are more astronomical!!!! :dont-know how to keep going with all this added stress...this constant gnawing that goes on inside of me...wondering when I'll break....I am at my wit's end!!!! SEEKING THE PEACE