Its 3 months later, the headaches still persist although they are weakening. They are a daily occurance. Sometimes I will get a break and think that they are over with, but a few hours later or the next day more of the headache will come.
Its been 2 1/2 years having them every day all day for the most part. I want to keep writing updates about them so if someone else has similar headaches they can see that there is hope. I've looked everywhere and no one I can find has these symptoms and at times I lost hope. I really do think an end is near to them. Maybe in six months they will stop.
The best way for me to think about these things is that there is this "trapped energy" in my head. My nervous system is letting it out very slowly, but I can feel myself becomming more connected to my body and emotions about every 2 weeks. I feel subtle changes in my thought patterns, body movements ect... I used to be uptight and uncoordinated and now I am much more relaxed and even starting to feel athletic. I feel like once these headaches are gone life will be really good for me.
Anyways signing off for now. Maybe will update in another 2 months or so- maybe next time they will be gone (wishfull thinking:). |