I often wonder if you see,
the real damage done to me,
or if you even care at all,
cause of you I have made this fall.

I once was a happy little girl,
with sun dresses and pigtails to twirl,
and then you got a hold of me,
since that day i'll never be free.

you had your ways, you horrible creep,
and know I relieve them even in my sleep,
you beat and touched things that you shouldn't
not from you your family, you wouldn't.

so know I know that I cant trust,
my feelings lay here covered in rust,
another person they'll never be,
that I can let my guard down and be me.

You don't care if I try suicide,
you laugh in fact stating nice try,
you dont care that the only way I live,
is through lots and lots of drugs they give.

so go ahead throw your head back and grin,
Cause you know your very name makes my head spin,
I give up you win this round,
some day your sins and actions will be found.