I can't get rid of it... it's all over me... this mad ackrid, chemical smell... he has to work tomorrow and would only freak out if I woke him up. He can't heelp. what can help? it just won't go away. iy's like all the pills I take are permiating through my skin, the way garlic does if one eats a heavy diet of it.
I am trying so hard not to lose it, I've been up all night and I see my psychiatrist today. he called a cop and hauled me away in a police car once from his office in front of just evryone, thank God I cut in a place he can't see. My dad in his coffin smelled of stale smoke. It's not going away......