what about being unable to love? I feel like I have nothing to give now.. I love my husband.. but after 9 years together, of course I love him.. but not with the intimacy he wants and deserves.

What if I have never really allowed myself to love anyone.. how do you know? I've had passion, lust, crushes, whatever.. but lasting, TRUSTING, deep unconditional love.. I dont know.

There is no perfection, I know that.. the kind that stays forever.. whole hearted trust.. deep, true, love. I know there is no perfect love.. but I want it anyway.:dont-know