Oh yes, I feel unlovable or unable to love often. I used to focus outside of myself about this. I would think about why no one could love me or why I wasn't good enough. I had a thousand excuses.

What this comes down to is self-esteem and self-worth. So I've started focusing on myself instead. I'm learning how to love myself first. For example: My hair is long and fried. Being sick and on meds is just killing my hair. So for my going-away gift, Nic and I are going to get it chopped off. Short, cute, flinging, flippy.. it will be great. We are doing this for me. I'm treating myself and getting stylish. Today.

Stop focusing on what other people can or can't do. That is just mind-reading and we are humans that don't have that ability. Focus on yourself and what you can do. Learn to love yourself and love from others will follow later!

Bec

P.S. If I get the chance I will take a picture and see if I can upload it on nic's computer (which is what I use to check in here.)